Soggy Sandwich

At lunch, not only did I see, feel and hear Daisy wanting to leave me and the glimpse of reality that came with it. Sure, I go out and cheat a little but it doesn’t matter because I always come back to Daisy and what she doesn’t know won’t hurt her. How could Jay put everyone in such a terrible light and ruin this perfectly good lunch. How could Daisy leave with my mortal enemy in front of me like that…but go ahead daisy I trust you. But when Gatsby talks ill just expose him for who he truly is and how he made his money. I’m going to clear the air and crush the speculation that comes with Gatsby and show this whole room that he is nothing. Sure, he batted those allegations away but the more important thing is, I know Daisy didn’t mean it when she said she never loved me and it was only peer pressure and it’s all from that menace Jay Gatsby! The only thing that saved me is the deeper, unsaid meaning that keeps them apart. At least I still have Myrtle. It’s all slipping away, my two loves are slipping through my hands as if I were holding sand in my tightly clinched fist and they just slipping through my fingertips.